ivf #3. Ready. Steady. Go.
2.5 hours and counting until the injections begin.
Bloodwork and my date with the dildo cam this morning went smooth as silk...ewww. Did I just type that? I feel like I have to leave it now cuz' it's kind of hilarious that just came out of my mouth/head whateva. But ewww.
I feel scared, well, sorta. And I feel hopeful really. Really hopeful. I just figure of course this will work. I have decided to think this way. "And if it doesn't?" you ask. Well, if it doesn't then we will deal with that when it doesn't. One thing I know for sure is it doesn't help me to think about the doesn'ts. Yes, they are there...floating around somewhere in the back of my head. I'm just choosing not to feed them at the moment.
I'd say hold on for the ride people, but it's much more fun to go "no hands"
Bloodwork and my date with the dildo cam this morning went smooth as silk...ewww. Did I just type that? I feel like I have to leave it now cuz' it's kind of hilarious that just came out of my mouth/head whateva. But ewww.
I feel scared, well, sorta. And I feel hopeful really. Really hopeful. I just figure of course this will work. I have decided to think this way. "And if it doesn't?" you ask. Well, if it doesn't then we will deal with that when it doesn't. One thing I know for sure is it doesn't help me to think about the doesn'ts. Yes, they are there...floating around somewhere in the back of my head. I'm just choosing not to feed them at the moment.
I'd say hold on for the ride people, but it's much more fun to go "no hands"
posted by girlh at
8:02 PM
3 Comments:
I am glad everything is still moving forward for you!!! Thank you for your note! We are still waiting, waiting, waiting...but I did sneak off to China for a quick vacation and lots of shopping!
I will be keeping an eye on how things are going for you!!! December feels very good to me!
good luck. i feel hopeful for you too. i shall be crossing every body part firmly, even if it means i can't walk for a few weeks.
jacks
Go, Girl, Go.
I'm right here with my pompoms! You will hear my screams all the way from the other coast when you get that BFP, girlie girl.
Kisses to those icky Menopur swollen itchy spots.
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